Monday, December 14, 2020

Maxson's baptism

 Maxson chose to be baptized  into the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints on Saturday, December 12.

It was a beautiful day surrounded by so much family!All of our Arizona family was there as well as Brad, Nan, Tayli, and Lance and Malinda's family.

Preparation beforehand (mainly for my benefit to read next time before the twins baptism)- bought a $20 etsy kit for all things printed- definitely not something I'd normally do but glad I did for  this special occasion. I bought this kit from etsy (and future reference kimber, here's the link to edit it for future boy baptisms). I asked Max to write down his testimony and that's what i had on the back of the program. We bought him a new suit from Target (size 10)- it was too big, go figure. My mom and dad gifted him a new tie with little Moroni's all over it and an embroidered towel. I took pictures of him the day before- wish i had gotten them done a week or 2 prior...oh well. I ordered subs from Walmart- for 43 people i got two 6 ft subs, they said one 6 ft sub feeds 20-25 people, it seemed like we almost had half left! You can order the subs in 3 ft platters... My childhood friend, Amber, now lives by me, and made the cutest cupcakes and cookies. So so so nice of her to do that for me! Took lots of stress off my back. Remember to bring extra underwear for Casey and child and hair gel and a comb. Part of that etsy kit was little cards for people to write thoughts on for Max- I had family write on those while Max and Casey were gettin changed out of wet clothes. 

The actual baptism program was beautiful. Sis Jobe played the piano and it was literally all family in the room except Bro and Sis Jobe- so glad they would come for it and Bordy and Tanner who snuck in the back. First Papa spoke on baptism and the covenant we make of being a representative of Jesus Christ and just like people know part of your character because of your last name because they know family members of yours, it's the same way as being a Christian- you have qualities of Christ and people know parts about you before they really know you. It was really really sweet.

All the cousins got up and sang "I will be what i believe" Max loves that song so much. Annalee has gotten so big, I can't believe it. She's a teenager up there with all the little kids, she held Summer the whole time. It was so sweet to finally hear singing and be surrounded by so many children! Jaden too looked old, ha. But Max was beaming in his white clothes surrounded by all the family members singing a song he knows and loves.

Then Grandpa Cutler spoke on the Holy Ghost- he told a story of Grandpa Cutler being lost in the snowy woods with fog all around, even though he wasn't a typical praying guy, he prayed when he was scared and after walking a bit where he couldn't tell he just followed his feelings the clouds withdrew for a second and saw the surroundings and could find his way back through the fog. The Holy Ghost will be a constant companion. He also shared the beauty of Max, Casey, Brad, and Grandpa all having D's in their name. And he also shared the signifcance and numbers that today Max will receive the Holy Ghost from his father, and 27 years ago Casey reeiceved the Holy Ghost from his father, and 54 years ago Brad received the holy ghost from his father, and 75 years he received the Holy Ghost from his father. A beautiful example of the tradition of faith deep in the roots of Maxson's blood.

Max was then baptized by his father, who holds the Melkhesidic priesthood. The cousins surrounded the glass so I could barely see, ha. But Max had this closed face smile on and it was so sweet seeing him come out all wet and clean, it was a really special moment.

He was quite cold when he got out but his towel was nice and fluffy to use.

Grammy Cutler then shared some words and was emotional, I didn't hear what she said though and everyone filled out their little papers.

They came out all freshly dressed and I got to give Max a big hug and was so proud of him. The priesthood circle then formed and Max was confirmed a member of the church by his dad, 2 grandpas, 4 uncles, and 1 great uncle. It was tender looking over there at the love of brotherhood and God in that circle.

Casey then bore his testimony, and was very emotional, I haven't seen him emotional like that in awhile it was sweet. he talked about how the Holy Ghost relay shaped hi life, and there's a lot of brothers in the room, and the bond of brothers is something really special and how Uncle Cody was there when Casey had his first real experience with the Holy Ghost and he'll never forget that. It was just super super sweet.

After the closing prayer, we took pictures and came back to our house for lunch, everyone was so crazy helpful, Malinda, my mom and Nan helped so much on getting the food table ready, Blair was helping take pictures, Camille was surely helping me in there too. Kids were playing and laughing lots outside running through the house, on the swing, it was just a perfect afternoon. So happy for Max to be an office member of the church 

Sunday, May 24, 2020

Time to start dusting off the old blog

The first 2 years after the twins were born life was HARD at times. So intense with babies crying and who knows what Maz was doing, I turned to my blog and wrote and wrote and wrote. I think it was extremely therapeutic. When I had a hard day- I wrote about it. And I found some positivity things about the day amid writing of all the awful things that went on too. I think I need to start doing that agin. It seems like everyday i s a hard day for me, for the kids, for Casey. And this time it's hard for 7 people instead of like 1 before. It's all the hardness back in those years plus cooking way more, cleaning way more, fighting way more, patience divided between so many little kids way more, bills way more, uncertain future way more, just so much more and it seems like it's caving in on me now.

So blog, now I turn to thee for some therapy.

Let's talk about Home Church. We are on week 9:

Yes Come Follow me was 1000% heaven directed, its has made the transition so much more seamless. It was cute at first, and slowly each week got worse and worse and worse- ever declining and that's been really hard. Hard because "church" isn't necessarily something go look forward to now. Hard because others around me say it's the best part of their week and so amazing with their family and beautiful and wonderful and I'm over here yelling at the kids just be still for 10 minutes out of their whole week. Instead there's crying, someone won't get properly dressed, they want to be on the overboard regardless of my threatening them, Summer screams to get down and wrecks the Sacrament bread and water, Easton wonders on and off the couch, in and out of the room the entire time. It's just another thing for me to fight my kids on.

How schooling went:

At first yes it was cute and the kids were eager to do it at home and listen and be good, and then, just like church, it gradually fell apart. Quinn crying that he hated coloring, Max insisting that all he do was listen to books being read to him or play games on the computer- don't you dare ask for him to write on paper with real words, it will be the end of the world. Easton wants to have some type of schoolwork too- crying at my side. And don't for get the almost 1 year old vying for my attention too

That's as far as I am getting...people are whining for me

Tuesday, April 21, 2020

Summer is one!

One year with our baby girl Summer and it's be so fun!

-She's given affection by everyone all day long, poor girl gets kissed and hugged to death daily
-Girlfriend SCREAMS like cray cray when something go snot going her way, i.e. she's hungry, she's done in her high chair, she wants more food in her high chair, she's tired, she wants you to pick her up, you went outside without her.
-She loves to play peekaboo herself and it's so flipping adorable. Hiding behind her hands or a blanket, or putting her head into the carpet, I just love it.
-She started walking a little on her first birthday. Before then she would unwilling take 1-2 steps out of surprise when we tricked her into doing so and then wouldn't do it again. On her birthday she took 5-7 steps! But then the days following she wouldn't walk again, ha, different mold than her brothers that's for sure! But she does love to hold my hand and walk everywhere.
-She wants to be wherever the boys are.
-She constantly goes crawling outside all by herself. Bear crawling lately too.
-She puts everything in her mouth all the time, ha. She especially loves to find lego wheels.
-Obsessed with her bottle of milk and binkie
-Says dada and mama, not so much on command though, mostly mama when she's mad and dada when she's happy babbling
-Signs all done frantically-happily. We're working on please right now.
-Crawls up the stair all the time. Can climb down by herself once you flip her around-she hasn't quite mastered the flipping around herself yet part
-Bounces in excitement on her knees which I love.
-Takes 1-2 naps depending on the day
-Is entranced by her bow organizer and pulling the bows off.
-Loves to steal our phones and put it to her face
-Loves to steal the remote, touch buttons and look at the tv and then goes ballistic when you take the remote away from her.
-Constantly being toted around by the big brothers, she tries to hold on for dear life on the twins since they're not the best at holding her properly. Looks pretty happy and comfy in Max's arms, and hates when Easton tries to lug her around from behind.
-Has enough hair to put in a tiny ponytail on the top of her head, although we've only done it 1-2 times so far, we mostly just stick to bow headbands.
-Says "Hi" all the time- strangers at a store, seeing mom or dad again after a long time, seeing herself in a camera. It's little sweet and short high pitched hi and i die every time.
-So good at giving kisses on command. So often when i give her a copious amount of kisses she the gives a big open mouthed kiss in return.
22lb 8 oz
29 in tall
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